[In the Arena] • wanes: your enthusiasm wanes. So it means it kind of wanders off and takes a detour type shit. £ Alternative spaces, I think this means that it is something like some multiverse type shit, I am visualising this as a tesseract. There are also Klein Bottles

£ Some metacognitive analysis; use a story. A narrative, good story telling is really important.

£ What does it mean that everything that I chose is realised? That does not make any sense whatsoever. Let's see. £ The technical terms that are used here is something that we need to start to understand over time, so when it is said that wishes are not granted and dreams do not come true, what does it concretely mean?

£ Things to come back on; What does the Guardian mean when he says that we don't know what it means to choose something. Like does it mean being decisive?

£ Lots of early questions that are showing up; what does it mean when the apples are falling from the sky? What does it mean when the morning stars are rustling? • lament their faith: blame, mourn about, complain, bitch and moan about • Endowed by beauty. So endow is kind of like blessed by some authoritative figure, endowment is an example. "You can only be aware of the life that you are living right here, right now, so that is technically the only thing that we have. Fairs. £ Despondence seems to be the discouragement that comes after a massive L. So you will have these inevitably. • Immutable is something that is fixed and maintains constant over time.

[Aftermath] Bro I gotta start reading a book a day, at least 2 to 3 a day for the next year because that is my main focus for now. Alongside the free programs and the worked solutions.